‘the life in front of you is way more important than the life behind you’
this sunday is so sunny & so beautiful that it fills me with hope.
the dog is snoring gently beside me, my coffee is the perfect temperature & my favourite shins album is playing while the sunlight streams in through my bedroom window.
this sunday afternoon has me daydreaming like crazy about the sunny sunday afternoon i sit by the window in my very own home.
one day. soon hopefully.
but for now i’m trying to remain positive & grateful that i’m able to stay in my old room at dad’s while looking for a place.
and i think back to how sundays used to be. how every day used to be in my old life. stressful. full of tears. wishing i could be anywhere else.
it never crossed my mind back then that i could. i could leave. get out & go somewhere else. anywhere else. that i had a choice.
and even though i’m not where i want to be yet, i’ve come pretty far.
i’m still in a weird season of healing & learning & growing but every day i’m getting closer to the life i want.
starting with the home i want. my haven. my safe place.
a cute little character home full of art & photos, laughter & music, flowers & books.
and of course – good friends & good food.