‘if you feel it – go with it & go for it!’
a nice thought, but today i’m not going for anything except my fuzzy jammies, tea & a coen brothers movie.
i wish i was achieving great things today… but i’m not.
not at all. and there’s no real reason why.
i’m just not feeling it.
the weather is fine & i had a decent sleep & nothing stressful happened this afternoon… i’m just not wanting to do much of anything.
and that makes me think of the times i am super motivated & i’m creating & writing & posting & messaging people back, & i wonder why can’t i be like that all the time?
maybe i’m just not one of those people.
are any of us those people?
the ones that wake up everyday excited to take things on & get amazing things done?
or do we all have waves of enthusiasm? brief moments that inspire us & have us wanting to do the things?
i’m beginning to think that i’m part of a group that has periods of ambition & then moments of laying around doing absolutely nothing.
but, what’s a girl to do when she actually has big dreams & wants to do big things??
she makes the most of the sparkly moments. i think.
when i feel it – i’ll go for it!
i won’t push it away, or say i’ll come back to it later, or find some other way to talk myself out of following through with it.
i will take full advantage of my creativity & passion while i have it.
cause honestly, i’m never going to be the disciplined, tough love kinda person who will make myself sit at my computer until the words come & the ideas start flowing – that just sounds like torture to me.
instead, i’ll let the spark happen & run with it.
there’s no use in trying to force myself to be productive when i’m fighting it the whole way – my work will probably end up kinda crappy doing it that way anyways.
i’m not going to be motivated all the time & that’s okay.
i’m just going to do my best, when my best comes to me.
so while i did manage to write a blog post (yay for me!) it’s not likely that i’ll do much else for the rest of the evening.
and i am more than okay with that.